Scarlet night once again. Nightmare once again.

About Me

rose marionette

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she/he/they. femme presenting nonbinary. mentally unwell

I'm Rose , a 20 year old West-African born, living in the northeast of United States. Sweetheart memory is my little home on the internet where I share a part of myself. I'm currently in college with hopes of going to med school and working in neuroscience or psychiatry. ┣▇▇▇═─ *:・゚

Fashion: elegant gothic lolita, vkei, archive, acubi, historical
Music: : metal, j-rock/core/style, tanbi kei, kurofuku kei, loud kei, kpop + more i listen to almost all kinds of music
Media: : romance, psychological horror, gothic, seinen, period drama, slashers
Games: : gothic visual novels, soulslike, rhythm, cozy
Brands: antique beast, angelic pretty, ozz, alice and the pirates, moi meme moitie, sheglit, juliette et justine
Things I find lovely: vampirism, long hair, snowfall, the ocean, sunsets, theology, lace, crosses, singing, painting
Fun facts!
...I don't eat meat or egg (i can make exceptions sometimes with desserts). I began to around nine due to personal reasons (mental illness lmao)
... I lived in Africa (Ghana) till 2015. I don't really have a lot of memories now, but I was a really sheltered kid. I now live in the middle of nowhere white suburbia.
...I chose the name rose to go by online mainly due to my love of roses. too lazy to think of anything else.
My eyesight is horrible and i wear huge black framed glasses. Surprisingly my ears are fine... find me
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Rose of pain @monophobia

I feel like i come across as too intimidating and idk how to fix that... this fall i'll work on my rbf lol

Rose of pain @monophobia

i kinda wanna dye my hair jet black... and i want a blunt cut... and maybe i want my bangs back... and maybe i want short hair... i was so cutesy with short hair... maybe i

Rose of pain @monophobia

I just finished watching shoot me in the heart. Actually found it yesterday while on pinterest... it's always the pinterest movie screenshot finds brahhh. Anyway highly recommend it's free on youtube but read summary first. okay no more movies for realsies

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3 celsius in a day and if my heart gives out its natural selection... Ts don't even work on ne because i had one before bed and i slept like a baby. Woke up, celsius-ing it up and im still tired... fake ass energy drink im telling you

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Never trust letterboxd ratings as a reason to watch a show omg

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i need to draw something... ooh and speaking of i found this artist through listening to gore-girl project @carnagesociety idk if they have any social media. they are also the same artist behind jiluka's cd overs i just found out... their artwork is so cool.

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bruhhhh i'm gonna be absolutely snatched by the end of the summer all the workouts have been working muahhhhhaha i'm gonna have abs (or something like that)... ladies, ladies one at a time –⩊– i love walking but i've been into running on my walking pad lately... i was crazy walking 3 hrs a day at the begining of the year yeah im unemployed. working out is way quicker though. my only experience with running regularly was doing cross country in 6th grade, falling one day, then quitting on the spot lol.

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based on the trend from the past 2 years, im sniffing a new zemeth album... #manifesting #suicidepostponedtillseptember

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microblog hiii hello.