Scarlet night once again. Nightmare once again.
About Me. . . ✃
rose marionette
eng 95%
twi 70%
jpn 30%
she/he/they. femme presenting nonbinary. ocd depression


Fashion: elegant gothic lolita, vkei, archive, acubi, historical
Music: : metal, j-rock/core/style, tanbi kei, kurofuku kei, loud kei, kpop + more i listen to almost all kinds of music
Media: : romance, psychological horror, gothic, seinen, period drama, slashers
Games: : gothic visual novels, soulslike, rhythm, cozy
Brands: antique beast, angelic pretty, ozz, alice and the pirates, moi meme moitie, sheglit, juliette et justine
Things I find lovely: vampirism, long hair, snowfall, the ocean, sunsets, theology, lace, crosses, singing, painting
Fun facts!
...I don't eat meat or egg (i can make exceptions sometimes with desserts). I began to around nine due to personal reasons (mental illness lmao)
... I lived in Africa (Ghana) till 2015. I don't really have a lot of memories now aside from language fluency and food.
...I chose the name rose to go by online mainly due to my love of roses. too lazy to think of anything else.
... My eyesight is horrible and i wear huge black framed glasses. Surprisingly my ears are fine...
... i've been into vkei since 2020 and egl since 2022. i still consider myself a newbie with many, many more years ahead of me!
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Dream is to buy something from somnia romantica's fall collection this year... pray that they don't get sold because this week's drop sold out quick.
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My layers are actually nonexistent now but you can kinda see a bit of it mostly at the front because the back of my hair is way longer than the front. My hair has gotten so long and I absolutely love it! In my mind I have long black hair like how a man has long black hair, but in reality do I look the part? No lol. Part of the reason why my hair has grown a lot I think is because I've invested in good products like olaplex and biosilk.. granted they're expensive but I've grown to love my hair a lot so I dont mind blowing money on bs lol and I love hair compliments hehe

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The self fulfilling prophecy of my family thinking I'm stupid and can't do anything on my own so I turn out stupid and unable to do anything on my own at 20 becaue I've never had the chance of independence ever. I'm not excited for my 20's at all brah
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Got my parking pass... the site crashed like 10 mins before sales opened again and i only found out because I was trying to open it in another tab just in case and it wouldn't work sonnnn.... if i had waited till a couple mins before to load the site i would have been cooked. Hello parking pass bye bye $1k
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Parking passes sold out and crashed the entire site in the process so how tf am i getting school parking
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New badly in love episodes had maririn crying over stupid issues the men made up. Then instead of kazu saying sorry for laughing or any of the others for that matter they were like "yeah let's just leave that in the past" what the actual fuck brah. Kazu is too full of himself aughhh he pisses me off I hope he gets no bitches ill cry if he leaves with someone ill kms but i know he'll leave with someone because hes attractive and i hate that and he knows he can just not try and leave with someone and i hate that he knows that i need him to be brought down to earth for like 5 secs...
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My local ice cream shop only sells milkshakes in this size. First time I went there I was like “can I get a small milkshake?” Lady looked at me like I was crazy and was like “we only have one size” then my order came and it was like a family sized meal. My hands are huge but imagine a dunkin large cup… and it’s so good too. 1k+ calories and 3 days worth of sugar intake god bless America 🦅🦅🦅
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if you have the ability to form complex thoughts outside of just getting good grades in an african household they WILL kill you
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14 year old rose playing bandori with every game mechanic turned on and microscopic notes still manages to fc
click me
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I just found this world ending boogie picture omg I’m gonna cry… should I draw this guys...
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first time pulling an actual all nighter (usually I sleep after like 5-6 am) and omg... med school life is looking bleak. i did this without energy drinks too so that's prob why i felt miserable
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those moitie otks i sold years ago that hasnt been restocked since... i need you right now more than anything aughhhh. all that for an extra $25 i hope it was worth it smh
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i kinda wanna dye my hair jet black... and i want a blunt cut... and maybe i want my bangs back... and maybe i want short hair... i was so cutesy with short hair... maybe i
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I just finished watching shoot me in the heart. Actually found it yesterday while on pinterest... it's always the pinterest movie screenshot finds brahhh. Anyway highly recommend it's free on youtube but read summary first. okay no more movies for realsies
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3 celsius in a day and if my heart gives out its natural selection... Ts don't even work on ne because i had one before bed and i slept like a baby. Woke up, celsius-ing it up and im still tired... fake ass energy drink im telling you
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Never trust letterboxd ratings as a reason to watch a show omg
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based on the trend from the past 2 years, im sniffing a new zemeth album... #manifesting #suicidepostponedtillseptember
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microblog hiii hello.