Entry II: Fall
I'm so happy that it's fall now (almost). I feel way happier in every other month other than summer, and I'm especially the happiest during fall and spring. Now i get to wear clothes that I want to because if I'm being honest, I don't really own a lot of T-shirts... I'm trying to get into summer tops and blouses again, but I have crazy insecurities about my body that at some point I have to learn to overcome... oh well. I was so much better years ago I owned so many axes femme tops and I would get so many compliments around campus. Like ones with roses sewn onto them they were so pretty. Back then I was into more feminine clothing then I sold them all sigh. I don't remember when I wore a skirt to class even though I have like a collection of them from years back lol. I want to start wearing things like that again. Now that I have a better sense of how to coord things(i think) I think they would be flattering
Entry I: I'm in school now
I moved into my apartment for school today…. aside from so many things going wrong (my fob not working, parking card not working, don’t know the wifi password) it wasn’t bad. My roommate is actually amazing we were stuck outside because you need the fob to get anywhere here and she drove all the way from wherever she was to come help us. Shes not hostile and is happy with me borrowing anything even though I brought a lot of my own stuff and can always buy more if needed. We talked about a lot and then we had a fly chasing saga which made us realize we need to invest in bug spray and now I’m in my room (first time in my college career that I’m not sharing a room with someone yipeee) I was kinda stuck in the apartment today because I can’t get anything fixed till tomorrow so I couldn’t go anywhere but I really wanna go to tj maxx to get some halloween stuff for my room. Most likely sometime this week. My stomach hurts because I made a huge bowl of spaghetti thinking I was gonna meal prep that for the week… ended up eating the entire thing today. Shit was probably 1500 calories in total lol but I had nothing but like a fig bar before so it’s whatever. Lesson learned I cannot meal prep to save my life and I should just make food everyday. It’s really quiet here which I’m not used to because campus is loud even at night. It’s like I’m home in my room minus the parental supervision hehe. It’s gonna be a long semester but I’m so locked in. I’m still going to be updating of course because I don’t have any socials except pinterest if you consider that so this is truly my only place on the web!
